In Anger I Fail

I´m a zynic, I´m selfish
and I know  I´m quite aggressive.
I prefer to stay alone
homeless in this alien town
illness ist getting worse
strangers grow on my tired nerves

I calm down, I start to regret,
I have to confess
in anger I walk, in anger - I fail

listen to small talk waste at night
while I`m thinking about genocide
old friends avoid me
my ego is the enemy
I´m the mirror of the average
trial and error of the savage

I calm down, I start to regret,
I have to confess
in anger I walk, in anger -  I fail

my tensious border-lines
get suddenly lost sometimes